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Tuesday, March 8, 2011 HAHAA.
been too busy to be online. or rather, I've been logging into twitter and facebook and reading this random blog about seoul only.
prelims are here.
I'm crazy...I got this kpop performance along with prelims.
but prelims arent counted.
I'm still serious about it of course, still studying and hoping for the best.
If I flunk, I will just study harder. Watch dragon zakura again then might have more motivation:P or maybe switch to watching God of Study.

Anyway, my emotions have been on a rollercoaster ride these days.
like as if I'm in a mid-life crisis at 21...I'M NOT 21 YET THOUGH.
I feel like I'm aging cos I suddenly care about what I'm going to do with the rest of life.
Or rather, I always cared about what I'm going to do with the rest of my life but it's the first time in my life that I felt so helpless and hopeless about what I can do.
I got no money....very little talent...passion dying out...What am I supposed to do?
Actually there are alot of things which is like MY PROBLEM...
like I wanna dance in Japan cos... the environment there just forces you to work hard. Not that I've been there before but from what I've heard..Japanese dancers are just so hardworking.
but you don't need an environment to work hard, if you have passion, regardless of the circumstances, you'll still work hard.
LOL. I'm totally complaining and then shooting myself in the face.
And like how I joke with my best friend about.... I wanna be a kpop idol.
LOL. but actually it ain't a joke...I've had that idea since I was in sec school. but crazyyy...
seriously, when you grow older and start to figure. Kpop industry isn't a place for people who arent willing to give up every aspect of their life. It's just moving too fast and too saturated.
but generally, if you don't have passion for music or don't have enough talent, just don't step in lah. I mean, if I had a chance I'd do it, but hahahha hello. I ain't Korean...and I ain't gonna give my all to be a kpop idol. Working to be a kpop idol is like buying a lehman brother bond. And...there are so many underrated singers. LIKE SO MANY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Navi is seriously underrated...how can people who can really sing be so underrated?!!! Oneway is another underrated group. I hope music industry does some justice to them.

And after all that complaining, I still don't know what I wanna do...
HAHAA.
I just know that sometimes...
when you're confused and you cry, you end up asking yourself, "WALAU. Why did I cry ah? This thing is as simple as that!" Humans really do complicate things.

All I know is that God has a reason for everything he has in place for you. so just trust him and go with the flow...
these days so emooooooo. (T^T) is it lack of travelling? Need to go out and see the world's so big.

My back has been aching so badly cos of late nights....
My shoulders just tense so much especially in the morning...gotta go sleep soon.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

House Rulez...is so good. I didn't realise until now. How lag can I be!?
Their songs are so good to study with...

And I think we're better than them doesn't mean I don't like them...
I'm not two-faced.
I don't know why I'm explaining myself but ....
it's just friendly competition(: and I really mean friendly.
so I still mix with them cos...we really get along.hahhahaahha.
it's hard to find passionate kpop fans these days.